Thursday, January 19, 2012

Poetry with Paulann Petersen

I love this blog.
I've thought of shutting it down because of time constraints but every time I do I think of my gems stored in here. Like today's addition that I know I'll come back to time and again. On my last Poetry Friday session M. Pax left a comment the post with Kathryn Starbuck's poem introducing me to today's poet.

Thank you M. Pax I am indebted to you. 

I loved Paulann's style and thought I just have to let you know about her as well. Sacrament is a poem of hers that I ended up reading more than once. I hope you enjoy it too.




A Sacrament

Become that high priest, 
the bee. Drone your way 
from one fragrant
temple to another, nosing
into each altar. Drink 
what's divine—
and while you're there,
let some of the sacred
cling to your limbs.
Wherever you go 
leave a small trail 
of its golden crumbs.

In your wake 
the world unfolds 
its rapture, the fruit
of its blooming.
Rooms in your house
fill with that sweetness
your body both
makes and eats.


           —Paulann Petersen

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Fame And Mis-Fortune



There are so many ways to kill yourself. 
And the famous seem to have intimate knowledge of them all. 
It’s not enough that young celebrities are falling all over themselves trying to see who they can beat in the DOD race but older ones seem to be holding their own too. 

Picture: Bing
Just this weekend I saw news reports that Heather Lockear refuses medical help with her prescription pill and alcohol addiction problem. This is despite the fact that she was rushed to hospital last Thursday due to an overdose of the same. You might remember this beauty from Dynasty, if you like me, aren’t too clued up with recent TV activity.

My point is, is it not enough that the Michael Jackson’s and Amy Winehouse’s of this world suffered the deadly consequences of this habit not too long ago? Or is it a case of: “ these things happen to other people but never to me” until that is, you find yourself looking down a deep pit of your own vomit desperately searching for the light at the end of that murky tunnel.
Perhaps I’m just too hard on them. 
After all I’ve never been and most probably will never be so obscenely wealthy that self destruction would seem a attractive source of excitement, a way to break the monotony that is a life of luxury. Because you see, when you have that much money everything that money can buy is at your disposal. So I imagine that subconsciously you might say “let me see just how far my invincibility reaches”.
On the other hand it could really be a coping mechanism from the pressures that come with having too much money. Afterall the late B.I.G did say in a song “more money more problems”. Problems that I will in all probability l never know or experience. 
Whatever the reason, no one seems to remember that as far back as time immemorial, the cost of your health has always been elusive. And as such it will remain.

Do you imagine in any way that you could fall prey to these misfortunes of fame should you wake up to find yourself nauseatingly wealthy one day?

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

My Resolutions List In Action

Yesterday I had a great break through.
I went out to do some wheelin' and dealin for the first time in almost a year and came home with one signed and one verbal contract. 
I also made some good progress with my old networks telephonically and everyone seems to be keen on a working relationship between us again so I have some business meetings coming up.
I am ever so encounraged. I feel as though this really is a year for new beginnings for me. 
Last year this time it seemed nothing I tried business wise worked and if I remember correctly, I was saying the same things and presenting myself and my business in the same way. 
Maybe it's because i'm making more effort communicate more with real people instead of my cyber world, hence Mondays post only coming on today ***tsk tsk***.
Or the recession really is no more and companies are spending more.
Perhaps the stars were just not in alignment in my favour.
Or God just got tired of my silent screams and decided its time for that break.All in His own time.
Whatever it is, it seems to be working friends and I am so glad. I hope you're having a bit of good fortune on your side too. I'm sure we could all do withsome for the year.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Poetry with Kathryn Starbuck

Happy Friday my firends. I hope you have an awesome weekend.
I came across poet, Kathryn Starbucks, this week while in search of new poems to enjoy. You know you get those moments where you just crave to curl up with a cup of tea and a great poetry book on your favourite corner of the couch. This was one of them for me. 
So off I went in search and I read an interview with this wonderful lady who only started writing poetry at 60. 
I think one of the things I really like about her poems that I have read is the note of accentricity and quirkiness I get. 
I loved her response to an interview question from the Poets & Writers Mag when she talks about her poetry writing:
 Question:
P&W: Would you have ever written poetry if you hadn’t gone through this intense grief?
Answer:
KS: I don’t think I would have. I was driven to do it. And once I started doing it, I liked it a lot. I still like it. I just love writing poems. I love working with the words. I know nothing about how a poem is put together. I have no interest in any of that—whatever it is that is supposed to make a poem. But I know how I like to do it. It just really, really interests me, so I do it a lot.

Bio: Journalist, essayist, and editor (of the Milford, New Hampshire, weekly newspaper Cabinet), Kathryn Starbuck started writing poems in her 60s. Her first collection, Griefmania, was published in 2006. Her poems have appeared in the New Yorker, Poetry, Sewanee Review, and Best American Poetry 2008.
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/




Undone Song at Neap Tide
When the sun and moon were in quadrature, when  
the garden had become a wilderness and the clock refused to strike

When the old year died and the sand walked into
the sea with the neap tide

When you had been too long away and your old snowblue footprints
clotted and hesitated in the clay

When the worry of this undone song unsung so long
so loud my head I went inside and under to let the flood run free
Source: Poetry (February 2005).

Convinced, 1957
At last I was convinced that giving in to their thinking represented a huge error in the evolution of my family affairs. Riven with a savage melancholy, not permitted out of the house without two minders—one armed with needle sedative, the other armed with arms—I armed myself with myself and threw off the vulgar superstition and reactionary domination that had up to then poisoned my mental library, imprisoning me, making me believe, with them, that I must have children when I knew that I must not, would not.    And I did not.
Source: Poetry (January 2012).
 
Ideas
I was the lonely one in whom  
they swarmed in the millions.  
I was their creature and I  
was grateful. I could sleep  
when I wanted.  

I lived a divided  
existence in sleepdreams  
that lit up a silence as dreadful  
as that of the moon. I have  
an overly-precise recall of  

those solitary years before  
I opened the curtain and drew  
upon a universe of want that made  
me so strong I could crack  
spines of books with one hand.

Source: Poetry (March 2009).
All poems were courtesy of The Poetry Foundation.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

My First New Year Resolution List

Last year I did not have any resolutions, I haven’t had any since high school as a matter of fact. At the beginning of each year I always have goals that are floating around in my head but never anything set in stone.  As a result just the basics get done (almost). Things will be a little different this year though. After my three month stint in Nigeria, this seems like the perfect opportunity to start with a list as I have to start over here in South Africa. So this is to writing new chapters.

 
Official 2012 Goals
Read 100 books.
My goal on Good reads was to read a 100 books this year but this proved overly ambitious for a slow reader so I only managed 52 to date. Most of my reading got done in the last quarter of the year as my reading improved to 1.5 books a week.

Review 62 Books
This year I managed to review 31 books since I started my book review blog in June. I reckon I can double that in 2012.

Blogging
I’m not sure what I want to commit to yet so nothing set in stome as yet.  I do know that I want to identify a paid blog hosting service for my book review blog and have a big funtional online store.

Writing
  • Attend my at least one creative writing course this year.
  • Write my first draft of a 5000 word short story by Easters.
  
Work
Focus on establishing a fixed income, I did this very well until this 2011. Last year I skated by on the grace of grace of God. This year I need the grace of God and my own effort.

Hobbies & Social life
Late in last year I wrote about having lost my passion and wanting back and got lots of great advise mainly around doing something new and getting out more. This is the most nonexistent sphere of my life and perhaps requires the second biggest effort as I tend to avoid it at all cost. So the plan is to:
  • Attend the theatre at least once every second month. I've never seen a live play or musical.
  • Go out with a friend or friends once or twice a month.
  • I meant to start painting this year and absolutely failed. I will make an effort again this year.
  • Attend art shows/ functions and galleries. At least attend 4 in 2012 and blog about them.
  • I want to learn one new language preferably Swahili but have absolutely no clue where to go. It’s time to find out.

Health and Fitness
  • Lose 10 kgs. This is quite doable as impossible as it looks. In 2010 I lost 15 kg’s with exercise and good eating habits. 2011 I was lazy so gained 6 back and just managed to lose it again despite being 6 months pregnant.So I need to get back on the wagon.
  • Most importantly,  I need to get my spiritual relationship right ASAP. This has left a huge gaping hole that I'm sure is responsible for my frequent bouts of mild depression.
Travel
I really want to go to either England or Ireland to visit the ruins and historical places. This time I'll do a right job of documenting it all.

Relationships
  • Focus more on mine and my families happiness. Organise more family and couple time than I did this year. Encourage us to each other more and be more encouraging. This is going to be so hard.....pray for me.
  • Identify a good course to support and volunteer in with the kids. This is always at the back of my mind but never materialises. Time is running out.
2012 HERE I COME !!!!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

I'Ve Gone MIA

Friends through no fault of my own I have gone off the radar. I had a virus that'crashed all my gadgets. This happened last week already. I am typing this from my iPhone and so I apologize for the shortness of it. I hope to start bloggng soon again. At least as soon as I return to SA and fix everything. Thanks for coming by and I do miss you all.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Shopping and Talented African Writers


I don't know how many of you, my friends, know that I have started an online bookstore/promotional blog called Fabulosity Galore.

What I want to achieve with this blog is to promote books I love and also make a bit of income to support my blogging activities.

Today at Fabulosity Galore I feature bloggers and a writer who's books I love and are either of African origin or have a connection, however ancient to the continent.

I'd love for you to come over and check it out as today.

I also celebrate the release of Kiru Taye's new book, His Treasure and I hope as many people as possible will grab a Kindle copy @ $4.99.

I've included the Amazon link here for your convenience. 


I'm helping out with the promotion of Kiru's book. So tomorrow there will be no poetry in order to keep this post going throughout the weekend.

I promise to have two poetry sessions next week, Wednesday and Friday.

Fabulosity Galore is giving back 5X $10 Amazon vouchers for purchases to the value of $50 or more from my store.

Happy book shopping and have a fabulous weekend.